u/clowngumm

I'm going to be 20 in September and have a very hard time making connections because I'm so fearful of rejection. Now I'm really in a tough place because i feel like my best friendship isn't going to last much longer because i think we're just too different, idk. Where do I meet other people my age? It's getting to a point where I'm considering suicide even though my heart isn't really in it because it just hurts to be so lonely for so long. Don't get me wrong, i have coworkers i consider my friends and chat with but i feel so unseen. I feel like this post is just another call for help into the void lol