u/cola-berrie

The world is healing.

Di na ako umaabot ng 15 times. This is growth. Wala na. Tapos na. You shall never get that version of me again 😌

Ok gets na nag cheat siya sauna. Pero shit jud ug ako si issa tas sagdaan rang jems ang comments section niya nga mga tao sige rag hisgot sa iyang ex with pictures nila sus! Maglagot jud ko yati! Animal!!!! Dugay ko rana naupawan si jems! Dapat idefend ug iprotect niya akong dignidad ug mental health yawa ra! Respeto pud uy! Pistiha jud ninyo! Pero dili man ko si Issa ug dili pud ko musugot mangilog, magpuyo rata. Pero lagi ug inganion ko sa barkada sakong mauyab puhon unya magkatawa ra or sagdaan ra niya? NAA JUY MATULIG USAB! YAWA GYUD MABUTA GYUD NANG MUSULAY UG SUNGOG LAGI BA aw

I will miss you. You're my first hater pero sayang lang you quit bullying me after ko nag revenge. Patikim pa lang yun ano ka ba masyado mo kong binitin 😔

Balik ka lang sakin baby girl if you wanna be mean again 😘

Hello C,

I didn't expect to see you working in the coffeeshop today. It would be too awkward to say Hi after what happened 😅 Hope you're doing fine. Good luck sa walang katapusang exams mo. Rooting for you! God bless you!

Nice haircut btw 👍🏽

-G

I’m stuck in an ugly slump because I realized I can’t communicate with a wall. Everything could have been solved by a text, a call, or a single mature thought, but I forgot that requires a level of cognitive function you haven't unlocked yet.

You are miles away in every metric that matters. It’s almost poetic how completely you missed the point of me. I’m keeping this letter unsent, mostly because I know if I sent it, you’d probably just look at the big words and get a headache.

And yet, the joke is entirely on me. Why do I even still like you?

A song that reminds me of you: Voodoo Doll by 5sos

You are miles away in every way that matters.

I’m paralyzed by this ugly feeling that I am trying to communicate with a brick wall. It’s exhausting to realize that a single honest conversation, a call, or a shred of effort could fix this but you have to care enough to want it fixed.

I’m keeping this message unsent because I finally realize you will never grasp what I’m trying to convey. You can't understand a language you refuse to listen to so I made you stay away from me.

This is a message I should have sent in the first week of June.