u/cupcake-lover2

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTION OF ILLNESS ever since i heard there’s a parasite going around, i feel like i’ve been avoiding food again because i’m afraid of getting it. and yeah i know it’s not contagious but people say it can make you really sick and that’s like the main reason for my arfid and why i don’t eat much because i’m afraid i’ll get sick.

i went up to 40 mg from 30 about a week or two ago, i’ve been feeling like a “blob” since then, when i was on 30 i was able to get things done and on 40 mg i notice i’m kind of not getting things done, i also feel tired and having rumination with negative thoughts. i see my psychiatrist next week but i think this might be too much for me. my chest has also been feeling heavy and i just feel a bit more bummed lately.