u/dachshund2

everyday i wake up im filled with anger bc i can’t believe you’re not here.

waking up for 12 years with you by my side will never be enough time.

you grew up with me from ages 12-24.

every second i had with you filled me with joy.

your sweet noises, your huge personality, your begging for me no matter what i’m doing.

rescuing you was the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

i never felt purpose or felt content before i had you.

having mental illness your whole life really makes you feel like you’re the problem and nobody will ever love you for you… but you did without hesitation.

you truly were my other half, my son, my best friend and my world. (that’ll never change)

not a second goes by where you being gone doesn’t weigh on me.

nothing makes sense without you here and i’ll never truly be able to accept it.

no matter how many times i cry about it, i just can’t believe it’s possible for something so sweet & innocent and loving to be taken away.

my poor baby had a horrible gator rolling seizure while being rushed to the closest emergency vet. during that time while i held him tight and tried to comfort him as best as i could.. he licked my tears in the middle of his suffering.

i literally can’t fathom how you were so selfless and how your love for me outweighed everything.

i wish you never had to go through that and if it could of been me instead of you, i would of traded places in a heartbeat, no hesitation. i still would.

i love you more than words could ever say and im so grateful i got to be your mom.

forever wishing you were here with me or i was with you.

i love you so much welby and i’ll ALWAYS keep your memory alive.

i’m so sorry i couldn’t save you. my heart aches about it and i feel so much guilt everyday😢

2 years without you here is unreal.

i can’t wait to see you again😭

Welby Landon i love you endlessly😭❤️

mohawk & middle part

2 years since i last held you🥺

shotgun rider❤️

babushka ready for the day

happy 2nd birthday teddy!❤️