I've never thought that i'll hit this level of depression one day i don't know what happened i feel depressed and empty even though i occupy my time by work sport hangouts with friends but its the same ,
That feeling never fade it grows day by day im just writing this to empty my heart im not spreading negativity or seeking attention i just wanna express how i feel to strangers instead of keeping it inside , its just really tough to endure this.
There are periods where you feel alone even when you're surrounded by friends or family. Naturally, you start thinking maybe what’s missing is a partner… someone to fill that space. But then you try talking to new people, and instead of feeling better, you just get bored. Disconnected. Like that’s not really the problem either.
Even when your days are full, when you have things to do and stay busy, that feeling doesn’t completely go away.
Love can probably fill that void, at least for a while. But when you keep carrying this loneliness in silence, it slowly drains something inside you… like your warmth starts fading without you even noticing.
Human nature tell us that we need someone in our lives even if we pretend the opposite our instinct conduct us to find our other half than and that give us some stability and we can focus more .
Hey,
Im a man nearly 28 yo from algiers im not that kind of men who seek for relationships all the time or who jump from a woman to another i had crushes from the past like school and university but everything was normal.
Until l met that girl year from now nearly we met several times on dates before we fell in love i can say that our love was unconditional she loved me and she showed me that with acts not just words and from my side i can tell that i loved her more than my self and i was willing in serious with her but things turned to go down with some problems we faced like normal couples problems not that big deal but she was too sensitive and too unstable and just one day she leave like i never existed i tried to fix things a did efforts but she was cold and didn't want to hear anything and all that love turned to painful words from her even tough she was attracted to me physically and sexually.
I wonder how a person can turn like that i didn't experience that before and that left me on a trauma and trust issues for the future and i don't think i can even get to know someone else that soon because that left a mark on me and i cant get over it easily and it hurts when i remember how loyal and how much efforts i put in that relationship to just end up hearing the most painful words from the person i loved from the bottom of my heart.