u/demonkiller2123

I beat the game a few years ago, just picked up my old save. What can I do? I have an S class living ship, normal ship, freighter, multi-tool, and I'm maxed out on mods for all of them.

Also what are expeditions?

I'm 20 years old. I work part time at target. I make 15.50 an hour, I'm a full time dual major college student.

I'm disabled, depressed, autistic and ADHD, PTSD from my childhood. and have other physical disabilities.

I'm not disabled enough to get disability checks. I'm not normal enough to work a normal job. I come home every day exhausted mentally and physically. I get full body aches every night. I'm burnt out and so tired of life.

I'm too tired to study for college. Or do anything with my future career or get any certifications in my field. All I want to do is lie in bed 24/7. I work today and tomorrow. I would literally rather die than work tomorrow. I'm considering just quitting and slowly starving to death.

I live with family. I have a car payment and phone bill and car insurance. Money isn't an issue per say. I just really really hate being forced to do something for hours at a time just to live.

I want to lose a leg or arm os something so I never have to work again. This is terrible. Is it just this every day until you die? What's the point. Why keep doing it.

What do I do? The only reason I don't collapse at work is way too many painkillers and caffeine and ADHD meds. I have no insurance and government insurance is taking forever to approve me. I genuinely want to die.

All people do 24/7 is talk about work or how they got a new job or how they are studying for a job. Why do we let our lives revolve around this? What's the point of it all? I just want to go on walks and pet my cat or hangout with friends or lie in bed. I was brought into this world against my will. Inherited several health issues. Was abused until I was 18. And then I'm expected to take bullshit from customers and bosses and coworkers until I die. And it's normal.

I can't enjoy anything anymore. I'm too tired from work. My girlfriend is worried. My friends are worried. I'm so burnt out of life.

EDIT: those of you telling me to admit myself or get therapy better have 100k lying around to pay for it because I sure as hell don't and I sure as hell don't have insurance.

It's 90F outside and 72F in my warehouse at work. I wear jeans and a T-shirt because we have to as our uniform.

I sweat so much just walking around that my underwear are DAMP with sweat after an hour. After a full shift it starts to bleed through to my jeans.

My work shirt is soaking wet after every shift. I do not do that much physical activity. Just walking and picking up boxes here and there. How do I stop sweating so much?? I smell terrible and I'm soaking wet after going outside even a little bit.

I keep applying online, I submit all the required documents it says I need, then it skips the verification step and just says I was denied. THEN verification pops up and tells me to upload more documents, I do and they never say They uploaded. Calling the number it says too after getting denied got me redirected 3 times then they hung up on me.

I'm 20 years old. This is ridiculous why is it this hard to get insurance????