u/des1re5

i do everything right, i’m on medication, i see people, i have a job, i have a lovely boyfriend. The issue is that it never goes away. i always feel lonely and i am rarely happy for more than 5 minutes at a time . my meds work enough, im no longer constantly suicidal only momentarily but i cannot shake this sadness. everything feels wrong and out of place and i don’t know who i am. i want to feel normal. i don’t know how.