Hey ihr alle, ich fliege seit ca 5 Monaten nun mit FPV Drohnen auf Feldern usw. suche nun andere Leute mit denen ich Fliegen, Racen oder einfach austauschen kann.
Kann auch alles Reparieren wenn da wer Hilfe Braucht hab Lötkolben alles was man Braucht.
Aktuell habe ich eine kleine Aquila16, eine SpeedyBee 25, und einen BabyApe v3 Pro.
Fliege meistens am abend so ab 18 Uhr also wenn jemand lust hat einfach mal melden 😄
Sooo, I’m having some trouble with my girl…
It all started, hmm, maybe a year ago. I don’t really know.
Lately, I feel like we’re drifting apart, you know? For example, I want to ride my bike to her place, which is like 19 km, and then I get things like “I’m too tired,” or “I wanted to do something with person X or Y,” or “I’m too sick,” etc.
Okay, maybe I’m imagining everything. I was diagnosed with some kind of bipolar disorder when I was a kid or something, I honestly don’t even know anymore.
But lately she keeps putting her phone on airplane mode, so I can’t reach her, or she just says “stop.”
The “stop” thing only happens because I once told her, “Hey, if you don’t feel like texting me right now for whatever reason, just write ‘stop’ and then I’ll know.”
But somehow that triggers me really badly.
I end up sitting on my phone for hours, waiting for an answer like an idiot.
She also has a neighbor in the countryside who is basically her best friend. I don’t really have a “best friend” like that, I see friendships differently. She used to have a thing for him, but that’s not really the problem. She keeps meeting up with him, and whenever she does, she’s unreachable because her phone is on airplane mode.
I don’t know. Everything just feels like it’s going back and forth at the moment. She’s on vacation right now, and I haven’t seen her for about a week. It feels like other things are more important to her, or she’s just too tired to see me.
On top of that, there’s a chance I won’t be able to pay my rent or other expenses next month because I might have submitted my application for social assistance too late.
Everything is just hitting me really hard right now and it’s fucking me up.
Right now I’ve almost finished a bottle of whiskey I found in my cupboard, I’m smoking one joint after another, and listening to music just trying to somehow calm myself down.
Can someone please give me some advice on what I should do to make either the relationship or my mental state better? I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. Btw I’m from Germany so sorry if something doesn’t make sense.^^