How do I stop dreading going to work every day and calling off?
So I've been at this job for about 3 months and I really like it. The problem is the last few weeks, I've struggled to go every day and not call off. And I can't figure out why. I've had this issue with every job I've ever had.
I actually like this job. I'm pretty much left alone and can do whatever as long as my works done. I made a pros and cons list and the pros definitely outweighed the cons. The only cons were the pay is low and I can't really call off since it's a small team and only one person works at a time for that shift. So if I call off, someone would have to do a double shift or not even open the business that day which is obviously a no go.
My anxiety is telling me to just run and quit but I don't want to let my boss and coworkers down, and I'm also scared they'll yell at me which I really can't handle.
How do I handle this?