This is just venting honestly but I’m annoyed
I haven’t eaten anything today but mentons and water I’m literally starving and they are living comfortably in a warm bed they made me homeless over the summer time after moving back in with them and I’m just exhausted from surviving all the time there is never any downtime or a time I can fully relax there is never a time I feel truly safe yesterday I had to steal food and I hated every moment of it and I honestly got caught but they didn’t say anything about it but I walked out angry because it was my only resort my mom is my guardian and my dad they had my brother tried to un*live me by beating me and strangling me he never faced any consequences and my mom and entire family believed him over me this has caused so much trauma that I don’t know how to began healing from especially since the guardianship is still active and in place these people are downright evil and I wonder if they honestly did all this for money reasons and possibly took a life insurance out on me but I don’t know I hate them and wish them all dead even thought about doing them myself since they won’t terminate my guardian ship they are keep it in place because the know that they can control me by still having me as a ward….