u/dizzydelacy

I am finally in gender therapy my wife is trying really hard to support me but I can't love or support myself I just see the negative and the hate and im not good enough to transition im on a anti depressants but I still can't accept i deserve to be hapoy after a lifetime of hiding in shame and trauma I see everyone here and it makes me so happy that you are all living as your true selves but I can't can't get there myself I have been in dark places a lot but I want to be hapoy I just can't convince myself I deserve it