herd of teenagers harassed me and called me slurs on a walk tn lmaoo
All I can think about is the girls that got killed, and how being harassed by a bunch of lil kids that are calling me a faggot is better than getting stabbed, but I love existing in a society where children are learning to be predators and are being rewarded for the behavior.
I look fucking disgusting actually and that is what it is and I've gotta go for my run still but I hurt myself a few weeks ago and I can't really put weight on it. But I can walk. So I go out and have panic attacks trying to get back into my apartment building while trying not to cry because I recognized some people who had previously called me slurs in the parking lot and it was just overwhelming after trying to just get through the day. SoI deactivated my ig. It's been three years ahahahaha what the fuck am I doing friends??? I think about how maybe I wouldn't be in so much pain if I'd just given myself the closed casket special instead of doing this humiliation ritual
I hate my body so fucking much