Questions the subconscious answers
Hi everyone. I’ve been following this subreddit and learning about Neville for almost two years now.
Like many of you, I found this path during a low point in my life, when I needed some hope and needed to believe that my life could be different. I can say I’ve had some small successes, along with quite a few failures. Unfortunately, I feel like I’m lacking faith and discipline, but I still haven’t let go of this path.
Lately, from a place of calm, I’ve been focusing my mind on manifestation again, thinking that maybe being in this calmer state would help me manifest faster and more effectively. But honestly, I haven’t manifested anything at all. Before, meditation helped me get out of a difficult mental state, and visualizing the end result gave me a sense of peace and calm. That’s actually how I managed to manifest some things. But now I can’t seem to do it. I even fall asleep while trying. I feel like being calm has taken away my motivation.
The main point of this post is something that has been stuck in my head lately. I can read countless techniques and success stories, and they give me hope, but then this thought comes to mind:
"If I’m the only one who exists, and the 3D isn’t real, then none of these people or their success stories are real either."
So, if only "I AM" exists, does that mean I’m truly alone? What makes all these experiences and stories meaningful if everyone around me is simply part of my reality?
And yet, last night I had a comforting dream. I dreamed that everything I wanted would come to me simply by thinking about it. I trusted so completely that it would happen. It felt natural and effortless.
But when I woke up, that same concern came back.
I’d really like to hear your perspectives. How do you deal with this? What made you take that leap into experiencing the 3D the way I experienced things in my dream?
Have you ever struggled with the feeling that you’re truly alone because only "I AM" exists?