u/dylaneatacid

i dont know why i want to do it anymore but its what i always think when something goes wrong, i hate myself so much and even if this will hurt a lot i dont want her to be with me, im actually not good and i feel uncapable of being better right now, i want to be with her but im a coward and ill only keep making her feel sad and not enough, i am kind of selfish, i want attention, i want her to take care of me but thats not what she should be there for, i dont know how to actually break up with her she doesnt want that and im not fully sure i want it either but i dont want to fuck her life up anymore i dont want to ruin her days i know she will be sad if i do this but she will be sad with me anyways