u/elgatoshere

okay so something's been on my mind for a while now. i saw a video of someone talking about the esoteric activities of epstein, the guy was specifically saying that the mosqueish temple thing on the island had its drawn locks on the outside instead of inside like a normal door. And the guy then said that meant it was to lure something or someone in, so that the thing can yknow open the lock and get inside. And the temple is pointed north.

and i was thinking of angel engine the whole time. like, north is associated with uriel and in that story uriel is the angel that is trapped by the corrupt wealthy to be used. and like since the door has the locks on the outside, if it is uriel they are summoning maybe they could confine him inside and like that was their purpose... i dont know i just wanted to hear someone else's thoughts maybe it's a far stretch

hello, im not sure if i can post it here but i need to rant so..

i've been a vegetarian for about three months i think and i am really having difficulties about that. first off, my family doesn't support my views—on top of that they love any kind of meat they get their hands on, and i'm a really bad cook and have only stepped up my game to making pasta and rice. im also too slender in their opinion so me resorting to eating only carbohydrates cause they're easy to cook doesn't bring up a good reaction from them

also, i used to love meat too and now the scent of it makes me want to throw up but at the same time i want to eat some. my friends constantly offering me meat and me having noy many alternatives to eat out is another thing. and there's the fact that when i tell people i am a vegetarian they start religious talks with me because if it was a bad thing to eat animals then their book would've said so... the last part is the most frustrating bit yet

in general im afraid ill make an exception or something because especially my friends' families pressure me into making exceptions thinking it is the right thing to do on their part and i still have that subtle desire to give up

wow i feel better, thx

So, my father was a little bit of an oppressive man. We had many fights, especially on how I dressed because he's religious and I don't listen to him. We had bouts where he wouldn't even eat at the same table with me which meant I had to eat hours after my family. We've been good recently although he makes things into fights needlessly. I want to be on good terms with him but I also want to express myself freely.

I'm not sure I want to mess with his will but I do want him to be more open minded and less aggressive towards me. I mean, I just want him to be acceptive of me, it's not like I'm bringing ruin to humanity just because I wore a shoulderless top. Do you have any ideas/recipes for that? I'm still getting used to everything