hello, please help me if possible
hi, i’m a transgender man (i think) and have little to no knowledge about gender identity asides from the basics.
lately i’ve been thinking about how i feel and how i’d like to be referred as, since i’ve been out i’ve been referred to as he/him only, and i’m fine with that really but there’s been occasions where i’m receiving to as she/her, they/them or it/its… i know i’m a dude and all, i’m not a woman (?) but i don’t mind being called by feminine pronouns, i’m aware i’m a man i think and i’ve always disliked the idea of being a woman, but i really don’t mind feminine pronouns.
similar thing happens with they/them and it/its pronouns, i really prefer it/its pronouns usually. it hasn’t been many times i’m referred to as that, but the few occasions it hasn’t happened i really liked it, felt comfortable and happy.
of course i prefer he/him pronouns, but being called any doesn’t bug me at all.
this is causing me anxiety since i’m unsure of what’s happening, what i am, what is going on. i’m sorry if i word things badly, i’m just really scared right now, thank you