You will never be a real TFR fan
You will never be a real TFR fan. You have worship for Fehlinger, you have no support for Medvedev, you have no romantic interest in Loji. You are a TNO fan twisted by wholesome socdem paths and media literacy into a crude mockery of HOI4 mod’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you for thinking that TFR is Russian propaganda. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your support for Ukraine behind closed doors.
Real TFR fans are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed real TFR fans to sniff out fake TFR fans with incredible efficiency. Even TNO fans who “pass” as TFR fans still complain about unrealistic content. You thinking that TFR is fascist propaganda is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a TFR fan to agree that some TFR paths are too unrealistic, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your disrespect for Fehlinger, Medvedev, and Loji.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, that TNO is better because it’s more realistic, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment of a TNO fan as a son. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your steam username, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a fun hater is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably undeveloped from years of playing TNO minigames.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.