Is it okay to masturbate daily by seeing actress pics after quitting porn? Will it affect future sex life or erections in real relationships? Also, is masturbating to pics less intense/less harmful than watching porn videos? I’m 19 and just trying to understand if this is normal or if I should reduce it.
Hey guys, I’m looking for shows that have a vibe similar to Stranger Things like neon aesthetics, high school setting, bullies, a close friends group, one pretty girlfriend/love interest, and some horror or supernatural mystery elements.
I studied in a school till 8th std where there were decent and some people there matched with me somewhat. Since my grades got a bit low , my parents decided to switch me to another school . It was 9th std lockdown period , where I was just attending online classes ( just keep the tab on) and binge playing pubg , scrolling reels and chatting wid my many people ( those who I met rl). Later on , I started losing touch wid those people like they gradually forgotten me or something . Then schools got reopened and I gotta go to the new school and meet my new classmates. But apparently , the people around there were of another type. Like the people there were , too childish and not up to the current era. Then there was second wave of Covid , then again the same routine continued like binge playing PUBG . After , the schools got opened and it’s my 10th grade and I was placed in a parallel topper class. There , the people were too studious they no nothing like nothing . If I just crack some humour , I’m not saying like my humour is good or Smthng but ik I don’t just crack jokes too stupidly. I’m not saying like being studious Is cringe or something I don’t mean like that , But the people were not matching with my wavelength. Then , I got shifted to average sections since my grades got low. And there I saw the same type of people but they were not studious like my previous class. The people around there , were posting cringe stuffs on Instagram like ( Anna papa love , thangachi lub with Unkoodavae porakkanum song and getting into relationship later). I was sitting in the first bench and the last benchers in my class were like pullingo kabaddi players who are not into studies. And the girls in my class be simping on those boys. I survived those moments somehow and my parents decided to change the school again since the school was about to change to cbse. Later I got shifted to another school , there the school was too crowded like there were 14 classes for csc group alone. I belong to csc grp , and the classmates here seemed to look better compared to the older school at first. Later , the people began doing cringe like mocking and ragging another student to seem tuff in front of another girls and the girls were of same type like pen pullingos who be creating goofy sounds with their cranky voice . Ik I may sound weird like expecting people to be perfect and match with the same wavelength and it felt so irritated to be in that class. I spent 11th and 12th with those people and my schooling got over. I scored a bit less in 12th boards (75%) when compared to 10th boards (85%) . Idk , my academic downfall began in 11th. Since I don’t have enough cutoff to get into engineering , i can only get in management quota. And here , my parents forced me to join in a college (shithole) where the rules are there for no reason like clean shave , formals , no outside food , no mobile phones , no opposite gender interaction and more. I literally cried to my parents not to get me into this college but they paid the fees. I just accepted since I don’t have enough marks to argue . Later the college reopened , and again the people here felt too odd like toppers (since the college entry in level cutoff marks are high ) and most of the people around here are toppers. I felt the same shi I felt in school like the people who have zero meme knowledge, who cracks third grade humours , even saw a jaadhi veriyan in my class. I had a friend who was so close to me like with whom I can rant about anything but later on he started creating jokes of the things I ranted in front of another person like ik I may sound sensitive or smthng but I don’t like it . I didn’t fit in but I just exist there.I still regret for joining this college. All I want to ask is there any wrong with me ? Like taking everything negative or smthng or is that the people who doesn’t match with me or smthng. I really want to know the fact or is it there anyone who exist just like me?