u/exploding_appendix

This girl I know basically SAed me and im not sure what to do or think. The girl invited me to five guys just to hang out and smoke some weed in the bathroom and got me drunk off lean before asking me to come smoke in the bathroom with her, obviously I obliged and in there she pushed me to my knees and told me to, yk, but idek how I feel about this cause I think she was drunk too and high off pills and the weed we were smoking, not to mention we're both clinically depressed so some part of me feels like im the one who took advantage of her, is it really my fault, and what do I even do about this, do I just try and forget about it and try and move on since neither of us were in the right mind, do I confront her, am I the one in the wrong, was I responsible to stop her since she was on more drugs than me, im so confused and I really dont wanna make a big deal out of something she might not even remember cause we were both so fucked up, I didnt remember for the first couple days, I was smoking with her again like 2 1/2 weeks ago and it just came flooding back, but it feels like its eating me inside, I need to know what to do, do I just let this go accepting it as one of those uncomfortable things, oh and it doesnt help when I told one of my female friends about it her response was that it was "actually kinda hot" like what the actual fuck, this whole situation is just so unreal and I really dont know what to do