Building up the volume with 22kg
Continuing to build up that single arm steel mace swing.
I was going through my workout logs earlier and was pumped to see that, in the last year, I have added 6kg to my average working weight in this session type while keeping the same RPE. No way my hands/grip/shoulders/back wouldve been able to handle this weight at this volume this time last year. Absolutely stoked to see that progress.
One of the hardest parts of building this all up over the years has been getting over the mental hurdles of what's "heavy". Ive always said that "heavy is relative", and I truly believe that.
However, theres a mental hurdle to overcome when something that was once "heavy" is now something youre using for a more "volume" style session. For example, this session.
The 22kg and the 25kg still get in my head a fair bit before the session starts. I have moments of "what if I cant swing that" because there was a time where these weights were ones I was right on the line of being able to do. And I failed, multiple times. Those moments still pop into my mind, and I often find myself having to remind myself (even mid set) that "I can do this. This is light. Dont take it so seriously".
Growth is often a tough mental game. Its easy to fall back on old habits and beliefs. Its hard to remember how far you've come and what youre capable of. Personally, I'm going to do my best to do the hard thing