Hallucination or actual people?

Hi! I have a camera on my porch facing the driveway because I experience extreme paranoia around anyone being near my place. I regularly have auditory hallucinations of things like car doors closing, driving up gravel, footsteps and barely audible chatter, etc. As of late my previously uncommon visual hallucinations have rocketed into being something to expect. I record what I think is a danger to myself and try to ignore it beyond that. I was reviewing my videos this morning to see which ones were hallucinations and it was all except this one. In this I truly feel like there are 2-4 people in black pants and a black shirt with yellow lettering on the back. The audio genuinely sounds like men talking to each other. Usually I'm unable to see what I saw by ~2 days after the event. I'd really appreciate someone dm'ing me to watch the 11 minute video. It's bad audio with even worse graphics so it could cause headaches.

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u/fairychud — 11 days ago

It feels like my teeth are rotting and i think my gums are getting smaller, it hurts so bad

I can't find a dentist that takes my insurance and accepts new patients within a 3 hour radius, any advice at all is greatly appreciated

u/fairychud — 2 months ago

30 dollars gone because I was once again foolishly naive

I rarely buy anything online, and I especially never buy anything off of social media. I didn't even pay all of it, it was half now and half when I got it. I know 30 doesn't seem like much at all but it was a special treat I thought I was doing well enough for. I can't even do anything about it. I don't know how to cope with the anger and self hatred of it all. I've always been so responsible. I checked the rules and i didnt see anything against name dropping someone so I'll attach a screenshot. Lmk if there was something I missed.

u/fairychud — 3 months ago