u/fancy-slut

I (17f) am dating a wonderful girl (18f). We are both seniors and head off to college next year. I am very religious and I don’t know if I can continue to live as a queer person in a queer relationship knowing that I’m betraying my religion but I can’t imagine betraying her. She has healed parts of me I didn’t know were broken. My last relationship lasted a year and a half and we were so terrible for each other that being around her feels like a wonderful fresh breath of air. I wouldn’t mind doing long distance but I can’t imagine going to a religious private school and continuing to hold my religion to the standard I need to as well as dating her. I hope this makes sense. I have no clue what to do. Even if we break up I’m still gay and I know that God loves me it’s just not His plan so I have no idea what to do.