am i normal pls tell me honestly cuz i feel like a ghost
im 24 gonna turn 25 on 3rd july and i feel like life is completely passing me by i am mostly having this same routine every single day office home home office nothing ever changes anymore im skipping meals cuz eating alone just feels like a chore and i end up just drinking water and going to bed i got no girlfriend and honestly nobody has ever looked at me that way i got few friends but everyone makes excuses they show theyre busy but theyre not i see them hanging out on social media later without me so basically having no friends but more enemies at this point people at work just whisper when I walk past i cant sleep on time but i wake up at 7 am by default even on weekends my body just forces me to be awake to experience more of nothing i spend my saturdays staring at the ceiling watching the shadows move across the wall my phone only vibrates when the battery is low or a spam bot messages me i forgot what it feels like to have someone ask how my day was or to actually look forward to tomorrow pls tell me if this is normal or if im just broken because it hurts so much just existing like this