u/frenchiey

I should stop drinking but... I don't know why.

I am a 47f that started to have fun (divorced from a controlling and sexless marriage) since covid. I took an interest in wine and other alcohols. At first it was fun discovering different tastes but now I am buying cheap mixed drinks. I don't want to go to AA because I'm embarrassed but I know that I have an issue with alcohol. What should I do?