u/frshmelon

So, without showing you a picture of my marvel OC, I'd like your opinion on name ideas by his description. What better way to name a superhero than to let the community and newspeople come up with something to call the unnamed vigilante?

His superpowers consist of tranquilization, night vision, enhanced senses, and enhanced strength. He functions mostly at night.

His appearance and identity are unknown, but strands of dirty blonde hair have been found torn out of the awful pinchy goggles in his mask.

Help give this vigil a good name for the headline!

Okay, for context, I'm diagnosed with no chronic illnesses. Possibly because I'm terrified of blood tests and haven't been able to will myself to go.

I experience chronic headaches, I eat healthy but I often can't will myself to drink a lot of water. Recently, it's gotten worse. Mostly regarding blood pressure. I'm nauseous, I get dizzy and my vision blurs when I stand up, I've been dozing off without meaning to. My shoulders, legs, feet, and wrists hurt.

Here's where me thinking about a cane comes in. Most of the pain recently has been in my joints and head, and standing up and walking has been draining because of it. I'm not obese, my joints just hurt something awful and it's entirely random when it happens. No warning.

Would it be embarrassing for me to need a cane to help with the fatigue and pain?? Again, I'm not diagnosed with any chronic illnesses.

Please. I'm turning 16 in a few months, and the concept of that is actually terrifying for me. I've never wanted to get older, I've cried on every b-day since I was five years old, and this year it is so much heavier.

The idea that once I turn 16 I'll only be "a kid" for one more year. I wanted to get my hands on origin story Jordans for my sweet sixteen, but now I feel awful about it. "I'll be an adult soon, is it cringe for an adult woman to wear Js??" Type of feeling.

My comfort movie is spider-man homecoming, and I don't like the idea that I'm getting older than Peter Parker was in that movie. It feels awful. I don't want to suddenly not be comforted by my favorite film, or suddenly feel like i'm "too old" to relate to it, or have it remind me of when I was younger and make me sad.

I start crying every time I think about it. Tears drooling down my face right now while I'm typing this, and that feels immensely silly.

I do not know what to do. I want to get out of this mentality because it makes me feel miserable. 🙁