Life took another turn when.
I am 19M currently studying some shit program in TU
that has neither to do anything with my life nor to do anything with career just stuck out of nowhere.So let me give.a little context I live in my own house with my mom and so called dad who is a child abuser and womanizer.
He always perpetuates violence to my mother I have been. watching this for more than a decade He has a very. shity habit of listening to people of this sick society.
For some reason they always somewhat tell very bad things and irrelevant things about my mother and mother side of family like maternal side(even though they are at their worst) but somewhat me and my mother were subjected to domestic violence and assault for ages like more than a decade.Now last time what happened was when we were ready to eat out breakfast out of nowhere he came and started to eat like bakasur even though he rarely earns any shit and started to complain about cleanliness(even though his main issue was to provoke us)then my mother also shouted can't you see we are working day in and day out for more than week in court we don't even have time to eat meal and you unemployed pimp complaining about nothing always provoking us .Now slowly the moment start to build up I was studying in next room for my exams of 2nd year All of sudden He started to yell and make loud noise so all neighbours can hear that there's a quarrel among us .I went to tell him don't make loud noise discuss it peacefully but he instead pushed me and slapped me.
Now I thought of all like more 20 years of exploitation assault violence and financial theft of my mothers wealth by him and his family(mother in law's).I tightened my right hand fist ran towards him and straight up punched him in his face near to eye and it got all that blue now he started to beat me but my mother saw him she also grabbed that piece of shit and we both united and beat the hell out of him.For like 5 to 6 minutes lagataar and then he said let's discuss today I will see both of you I will discuss divorce we said yes happily we are ready to accept that but his usual shit first kutne pitne Ani khuuta dogera maafi magne but now this time it's too much we havent talked since that incident we have a three story house two on rent and in one we live we live in one room and he just comes home.late night and sleep.and runs away before we see him a little coward.Also in that he made me emotionally hurt that you are not my child
ta bhoteko baccha bhaera bhoteko bewara dekhayeko ho which refers to my friend of my mom in early days but nothing like that since she choose to marry this narcissist idiot also for some reason his family considers themselves religiously superior they wear some black chit in their neck and associate themselves with Hinduism.I think they are criminals who should be imprisoned.Now after all that
I can neither focus on studies I cannot think exams are coming no prep I think my life is ruined for nothing so what am I to do I have been really mentally stressed
So I just wanna ask a simple question is it only me who has to deal with this or three are similar people like me who has to deal with narcissist idiot and abuser father in Nepal Would like to hear from all of you just for my conformity thanks for giving time.to.mt story .