u/gamedevaj

Hi i am 17 based on Kerala India. I am feeling very low and doubtful. I have a crush help me guys.

I was at church one day. I saw her and had a crush. Later i found she was commited. One day i found she had break up with him. It was our juniors freshers day and i found out her friends was at my school.

Then i was going to church whenever i know my girl was there. All this time she didn't know i believe. I plan to talk to her using our common friend. but eventually i and friend got into a fight and doesn't talk anymore.

After some months i was noticing that wherever i go she shows up(coincide maybe we are at church). At school i feel like her friend need to talk to me.But i thought i was delusional. one day i was walking through school corridor and her friends calledout my name and tell that i was roaming through there but she was a bit loud and i noticed. Then i started feeling like they were spying on me. whenever i see her later she get freeze and look to my eyes sweetly. I thought it was because of my foolish effort. Oneday she won some competition I congratulated her on Dms. Maybe she got suspicious. Also i was trying to pit effort but it didn't go well. It was my last phase of school we were on school tour. I brought her a nice ear studs and was planning to ask her but i falied due to fear of being awkward. Days passed on months passed on Now her friend don't mind me and she freezes whenever she saw me but i miss that sweet eye contact. Now i am going to University and i cant regret about my actions of past. After nearly 1 and half years of going to church as a agnostic, noticing so much and finding out literally her whole family lineage😂i feel so sad. So this sunday but i am planning to talk and ask it out. I am afraid and doubting she is in love with any other guy, feeling insecure she is a 10/10 but i don't deserve her, at my lowest point does i need to ask her out. give me advice. may be also what to wear,how to ask.

especially clear my this doubts👇🏻

Also i feel like am i being delusional because she doesnt like my story but her friend like not even seeing my story.

what to do about ear stud if she rejects me?

should i tell her.

what is ur take?

first time asking out advices?

i had been growing hair for few months and it got length for a flow haircut. i went out today for a haircut i show them picture and explain how it should look and need to be cut. They messed up and now it is very short. Guys could you give me some hair salon suggestion they need to be experienced in cutting hair, layering also understanding what i mean and going for. Even if it is in kottayam i am willing to go there rather than destroying my months of mental peace.

1.WHICH IS BETTER SAINTGITS OR AJCE

2.CAN WE GROW HAIR IN AMAL JYOTHI(IS A SLICKBACK OR A FLOW ALLOWED ) .CAN WE ONLY OPT FOR CLEAN SHAVE BEARD

3. IS VLSI LABS GOOD THERE

4. HOW IS EXPERIENCE OF AJCE SO FAR .

5. IS IT VERY STRICT THERE

6. HOW IS ENCOURAGMENT OF FACULTY IF YOU NEED TO PARTICIPATE IN COMPETITION.

7.EVEN IF I TAKE EEE CAN I LEARN VLSI THERE ON ELECTIVES OR AI/ML MINORS

8. AS A EEE STUDENT CAN I JOIN FORMULA STUDENT AND SAE CHAPTERS .

9.AMAL JYOTHI HAVE A SOLID AUTOMOBILE BRANCH WHY ARE NT THEY PARTICIPATING IN FORMULA BHARATH.

10. HOW WELL IS ROBOTICS THERE?

11. HOW WELL IS STARTUPVALLEY THERE IS NUMBERS BLUFF THERE .

12. TALK ABOUT FREE TIME,EXTRACURRICULARS ,HOSTEL RULES,CURFEWS,WEEKENDS,FREEDOM ON SPEECH ,PERSONAL AUTONOMY ON COURSES ,WARDENS,FACULTY,MANAGMENT.

13. SHOULD I OPT FOR HOSTEL OR PG AFTER 2 ND YEAR FOR MORE FREEDOM.

PLEASE REPLY FAST.I KNOW THERE ARE SO MANY QUESTION BUT THESE MY DOUBTS AND I AM CONFUSED RIGHT NOW.