u/gay_teenking

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So theres this guy I'll call him Talon. But me and Talon have known each other for a couple years but a couple months ago we were hanging out together and I said something like "if you don't admit your cheating ill have to figure out your dark secret..." And he said with no hesitation "what that i like you?" And me in all my stupidity asked "what did you say?" Because I was a bit flustered and confused and he said "never mind" but after that he was a bit softer around me than normal and he puts up with a lot of my crap and I mean way more than others and during school he'd flirt with me lots and sometimes hold my hand under the desk but in June I finally confessed but he didn't reciprocate those feelings kind of but I thought it ruined out friend ship but he started sending me flirty reels but a couple days ago he texted "hey are you single" and for some reason I just cant text him back and don't know what to do

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So theres this guy I'll call him Talon. But me and Talon have been friends for a couple years but a couple months ago we were hanging out together and I said something like "if you don't admit your cheating ill have to figure out your dark secret..." And he said with no hesitation "what that i like you?" And me in all my stupidity asked "what did you say?" Because I was a bit flustered and confused and he said "never mind" but after that he was a bit softer around me than normal and he puts up with a lot of my crap and I mean way more than others and during school he'd flirt with me lots and sometimes hold my hand under the desk but in June I finally confessed but he didn't reciprocate those feelings kind of but I thought it ruined out friend ship but he started sending me flirty reels but a couple days ago he texted "hey are you single" and for some reason I just cant text him back and don't know what to do

(Mods please let me post this I genuinely need help)

I can never hold a relationship for more than month I mean I try everything to make them stay I bend over backwards doing everything I can to make them happy but they always leave. I want to be single but I thrive off attention and love so that's why I was want to be in a relationship weather online or irl but I can't tell if its me or something I'm doing wrong