did psilocybin or other psychedelics help you become more focused and enjoy your life more?
Hi,
I'm wondering if psilocybin helped you become more focused in life?
I'm 33, have a job that keeps me interested enough, I'm in pretty good shape and I have hobbies like guitar and sports.
My problem is my focus and willpower. I can have 1-2 weeks of prcaticing guitar and being consistent with sports just to have a few bad days and completely lose all my motivation and focus.
I'll end just working from home, do my tasks and then just waste time on my phone and youtube.
I also get existential often, thinking about what is the point of modern life, modern capitalist society is just a trap for us to keep seeking more material stuff and so and so forth which just demotivates me, I get kind of down and apathetic and I can't feel the spark in life and then I stop doing the things that make me happy and fulfilled - if that makes sense?
So has anyone found psilocybin (or other psychedelics) to help?