I can’t tell anyone about my assault

I’m older now (24M) but when I was 16 I was very suicidal and depressed and went to see a psychologist and realized this dude fully SAd me. He wanted me to relax before sessions so we would tell me to do breathing techniques to try to calm my nerves before talking. Honestly I feel extremely uncomfortable talking about what happened even over text but tldr he did something which lead me to orgasm under the gauze of some new relaxation technique using a massage gun on my genitals.

I was not thinking straight given my suicidal tendencies and also figured I’d help the field of science and this only ever happened once and never again. To be honest I never even really thought of it as sexual assault because I was like huh this would aim to help research so who cares. Well later on a couple years afterwards I was talking to a girl who got SAd and realized holy shit that psychologist was a predator what the hell. Idk afterwards I just talked about it to her and never again after that and never really even thought about it at all.

UNTIL RECENTLY: My friend tells me he was recently charged with sexual assault of someone young and was released on bail apparently. I don’t know what to do. Only 1 person knows (the girl I was talking to) what happens to me and going to the police won’t help since it happened so long ago + chances are I’ll be in court for so long before anything happens. I don’t even know if I should bring it up to my best friend either. I’m so torn. In all honesty though idk if it’s cope but I’m fine. I’ve had sexual partners since and relationships without so much as a thought but you know, it still makes me uncomfortable talking about it and idk what to do.

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u/ggsbroihatee — 7 days ago

Test out my app for Pokémon cards, Hagle

As per my username I hate when people market prices way higher than they should be especially for raw cards and on places like Facebook marketplace.

Only problem is when haggling prices you don’t wana be like pawn stars😭😭 “ya bro for this 600 dollar card I’ll give you a firm handshake instead, it’s really the best I can do”.

So I made an app which assesses the card (condition centering etc..), your budget, market price of the card, and what the seller is offering, and gives back a price range to haggle with. I figure this helps saving money on this hobby in the long term if anyone’s buying off ebay FB market place etc…

Of course lmk what you like or don’t like, whether you think I should add or remove features, any feedback to me is good feedback (actually why I put it on discord as it’s easier for everyone to use and for me to get feedback). I wish the best for all of you

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u/ggsbroihatee — 1 month ago