Overtime
Idrk what to put here im 18m as of 25h ago. I’m pretty sure I have a histamine intolerance. I have a bunch of symptoms but my main concern is the joint pain. For along as I know my knees have hurt I’m only 18 I don’t think I should have joint pain at all but this pain it will reach peaks of 10 but normally sits at a 6/10 and hits 8/10 when I walk. I’m no longer certain this pain could be from histamine reactions. I feel hopeless I’ve tried the low histamine diet was rlly strict for months but the pain unaffected still hurt as much. Its progressively getting worse I use a thc (weed) pen to manage it but recently that hasn’t been enough I want to stop this pain so I can exist and think without it feeling like there’s a constant alarm in my head. I’ve also been using codeine which I personally hate, I have a strong opposition for opioids and refused to take them for a long time. I feel as tho I’m living in overtime, like I’m staying intoxicated constantly to stop the pain until I find I reason to keep living or to give up. I don’t want to… ,but I rlly do feel hopeless if you’ve experienced pain similar or have ideas please lmk
(Sorry for any typing errors or if I just don’t make sense at parts like I mention I’m constantly and currently intoxicated on 3 substances, I’m still in pain but thankfully only my shoulder and it’s barely a 4 but that’s more than it logically should be but a luxury I’m going to enjoy)