u/ghost_humanity

Hi guys, I'll try to minimizing details as much as I can

I'm 23F have bachelor degree in sociology and recently I got kicked out from my parents house as I have a strict religious parents..

I think I made a mistake about confessing my beliefs.. my father was pushing me to marry some guy he knows his father... And I refused since that guy kinda extreme islam, so I had no choice just to say the truth, my father slapped me and my old brother hit me and left marka on my body my mother didn't say much beside spitting on me

I found myself in streets I called a friend that I stayed with her like a week before changing the city and went to another city... Everyone trynna take advantage on me as I'm alone and vulnerable I barely secured a job but se coworker harassed me and I resigned to avoid getting in trouble

It's been two months now I'm in bottom of my downfall I never speaks about my beliefs after what happened with my family, I feel like I'm completely alone in this world without a family and every day I regret about that confession I made.. I doubt that life will be much easier if I married that guy or at least get divorced after a period

Better than ended up alone with no one to lay on in this cruel world

I'm a Mediterranean girl, from north of Morocco btw

Just here to vent as I feel lost in this life and thinking about bad thoughts to end this suffering..

As I have no place to vent and to complete my story that started by post on this subreddit...

As everyone know, I secured a job and I was looking for a colocation with girls cuz everyone demanding that caution or 1 month upfront, sad thing that NO GIRL contacted me about that subject and it's okay I get it, with that tiny budget I land few more money from a wonderful colleague called Asmaa (Idk if she have Reddit or not..) to secure me a separate room in a shared apprtmnt and settle finally.

but as everyone knows happy endings happening in movies -_-, a semsar scammed me of 1500dh as he convinced me that he owns the place and showed me the room etc, I paid the month like today and tmmr I'll added him that upfront month and he will do the copy of the key and bring contract or whatever.. I trusted him as he looked worthy to trust ( mid 40's) that number he gives me stopped working the day after, when I went to the apartment I met girls there and they called the real owner ( he said that he gives keys to lots of smasria and he doesn't know the guy that I was describing..) Idk if they're working together to scam ppl or not

And as a vulnerable girl in survival mode I crashed, hopes faded, motivation went to -0.. I paid my colleague back today, she will have me with here just a few days cuz she renting a room of 1 person and me either can't be a burden I'm literally thinking to stop my journey here cuz everything collapse after I just adapted at work, start to stabilise myself...

I'm out of budget, Didn't get my full salary cuz I worked like two weeks or week and half ( still waiting "bulletin de pai")

I am planning to get back to that toxic environment again without a purpose, drained completely from this experience and disgusting of ppl that take advantage on ppl in need

Thanks to MODS for keeping that story alive from beginning till the end

I appreciate every kind words 💜

Hi guys, I just wanna vent about my situation my life etc... I've been through a lot lately and I completely drained emotionally more than physically, and As I'm in a new city "Casa" I don't know anyone irl, and virtually too tbh ( prefer irl)

I came to casa for building a life from scratch and that's a long story but things didn't go well at the beginning.. I was almost spending nights in the streets

I secured a job in a call center few days ago

So now I'm working but with just a tiny budget that I'm reduced it day by day in cheap hotels etc..

I just seek a girl/girls to share an apprtmnt with till next month (paycheck)

Because everyone in casa asking about 1 month upfront or caution even with colocation, I've tried to look in FB but without a result till the moment

I'm open to vent, and have a meaningful conversations..

Hi guys, I just wanted to update y'all who asked about me, tried to help and even those who tried to take advantage of a vulnerable girl that doesn't have a family

The ppl that advised me to get back to my house in my home city... i just wanted to tell u guys that I don't have a mother who will contained me there... Anyway

I secured a job in a call center with a good salary I guess, but I'm still struggling with rent, everyone asking about 1 month upfront or caution even the colocation

So any girl/girls needs a roommate or flatmate please send me a DM

I have a specific budget and it's tiny one that I still spend it in cheap hotels/auberge etc...

Or should I ask about advanced salary or it will unprofessional?

I appreciate all the opinions and advices

Thanks so much !

I left my parents house after Eid ( just my drunk father that's still alive) w lhoya lkbir li mzwej dima fsdae meah w his wife

Jit lcasa for new beginning with small budget li mshatlia db ghir f auberge w hotels dial lmdina l9dima

3afakom li tya3raf shi job opportunity wla ydirlia parrainage f centre d'apelle

Ghada rah vraiment ghadia nbat f zen9a w ma3andi hed hna

Literally me against the world

I couldn't post it from my main account for some personal reasons