Thoughts on surgery and being “forever ugly”
From what I’ve gathered from this sub, a lot of people have given up on trying to be attractive because they think that they are fundamentally ugly and the other half complains about their inability to get it because of financial problems which is totally understandable.
I’d like to start off by saying that i’m in a lucky position to get some of my “cosmetic” work covered by insurance and taking debt for the other half. I used to be stuck with the mindset that ugliness is “written in my DNA” and that i could never escape it but in the recent years where everyone is getting a bunch of surgery and what not,60% of the population (depending on your location of course) has had some sort of cosmetic enhancement done. That lead me to think “why the FUCK should i stay ugly and let everyone step on me when i could just do the same?????”; especially since nowadays you can get work done and still have it be “undetectable” and live your life like all the naturally pretty people. I’ve also seen people say that getting work done is “cheating” but why would i stop myself from having a normal life that attractive girls do nothing for and just get????? I honestly hope that once I’m really attractive i can seize some funds to start a clinic that helps people in need free of charge so that they don’t have to sell a kidney to be able to look at anything other than the pavement when walking down the street.
I’d even go as far as to say i wish people who bully others based on appearance alone should have to pay damage fees that could be used to fund surgery for people they bullied but that’s wishful thinking and is totally not gonna happen.
I honestly don’t know where i’m going with this rant but I’m just so mad and disappointed with how we all have to deal with the trauma and insecurity of being ugly and have no cheap way to “fix it” while the people that ridicule us just get to live on freely without any consequences. Thinking back on my life i’m so fucking sad that i’ve lost the chance to properly build a personality and do cool things because i’d just get bullied and shunned for being ugly, as if i was an “untouchable”….