Looking into all the websites and publishers creating articles about the tour, it seems as if it is for sure a co-headline tour? Going to the Nashville show but was really hoping that KL was going to close out the shows. Seems like a good chance they are going to swap out closers now?
I’m 26 years old and since i was a teen ive developed such a pessimistic/nihilistic/cynical/anti social personality. I feel like im very toxic and filled with negativity. I know like a lot of what ive seen and been through it’s factored into all of this. I’ve been diagnosed with Depression/Anxiety/Mood Disorder/ADD/PTSD/Paranoia. I feel like I’ve got the shit end of the stick. I’m not going to trauma dump but instead just point out what I go through. I seem to hate almost anything and everything, happiness seems fake and annoying HOWEVER with that being said, I wish I can feel happiness again. I get only glimmers of it with my daughter and I’m in a relationship that I feel like I enjoy. Has its ups and downs but which one doesn’t?
I am very shy but very antisocial. I think it’s a mix of just hating people and shyness. I feel like im a burden to everyone and I always tend to try and isolate myself. I’ve been told I’m a drain and I’m too negative, and I genuinely don’t know how to change it. I want to be better and change but for some reason i dont know how to rewire my brain. I’ve been on so many different meds and I’ve been through extensive therapy. Regular talk therapy though that’s about it. I feel like I always self sabotage and all that. I tend to be alone as much as possible. I prefer it and embrace it but man, even when you’re alone, once you’re alone with your thoughts though it is even more miserable. I feel even worse that I’m this way with having a daughter. Is it bad to be like this? Or is it okay? I see people happy and looking for the good things and the best things but I always expect the worse.