u/gnocchipokii17

i started recovering-ish today (woo hoo) and i feel like it should be harder. its definitely not easy and I've been crying basically all day but i was only really struggling to eat breakfast and everything else felt like it was too easy to start eating. like in the morning i was shaking ang crying before i even took a bite but by dinner i just sat down and ate like it was nothing. I'm just wondering if anyone else has felt like this or how to deal with the guilt?

also side note does anyone have any advice on lessening stomach pain, I'm struggling rn