I need your guys help by tomorrow bc my dreams might be becoming a reality
To be honest I am just reposting this because I need answers by tomorrow
I have recently been trying new things, and one of them is leaving Christianity behind. Since then, I have found new gods to worship: Artemis and Apollo. Ever since I have been worshiping them, I have felt more connected with nature, but today was different. Usually, I would go outside, frolic around, and jump rope. But today felt drawn toward this stream of water that led under a bridge, so I followed it. It led me to a empty park with another bridge that I've never seen before so I crossed that bridge and noticed graffiti that said Jamie heart Zach and continued walking I made it to a different park it was in a suburban area and walked around I didn't notice anything special so I was Just gonna go back home until I had this gut feeling that there was something I needed to see but I also had another gut feeling that I needed to go home now or else I'd be in danger so I was left pacing back and forth deciding between to stay and explore or go home and avoid danger but then I recalled that lady Artemis protects people from danger and is the goddess of the hunt and wilderness so that inspired me to go and explore and so I find this bridge with another stream of water under it and I leaped it was kinda a high jump but not high enough for me to get injured.so now I'm walking and I'm not scared I'm just alert and as I'm walking things start to feel familiar the smell the vibe the graffiti on the walls even reminds me of something I once seen and as I'm trying to figure out what is it that I've seen before I see a wall that had a green arrow
Pointing to a dent in the wall with the words death written beside it, and I'm not going to lie, I was a bit startled. So, I ran back to the bridge, trying to calm myself down and gaslight myself into not being scared. I ended up concluding that a teenager in the past was probably trying to be edgy and drew that on the wall. It took a lot of convincing, but I decided to go back because I still hadn't reached the end of the stream or its source, so I walked back. As I'm passing the death writing on the wall, I see broken concrete that had water around it ( I don't know how to describe it). I saw something that shook me to my core. Everything was starting to make sense; everything I had been seeing I had seen in a recurring dream from my childhood, and the thing that left me shook was this circular sewer tunnel with the same graffiti I saw in my dream as a kid. For context, in that dream I was with some relatives. We found that sewer tunnel thing, and they sent me in bc they wanted to see what was in there. When I got in there, I got attacked by a cult leader who tried to sacrifice me for some unknown reason, but before he finished me off, I woke up. As I got older, I had the same dream. But the story progressed each time I had it, and the last time I had that dream, instead of the cult leader trying to sacrifice me, an entity of sorts took my body and took my place while it trapped me in the tunnel. And seeing that same sewer tunnel in real life made me think that if I had stepped any closer, my old nightmare could have become my new reality. So, I ran home, questioning what I had just seen. I'm planning to go tomorrow to check it out and face my fears. I need you guys to tell me whether it is a good idea to go back and explore tomorrow, or stay, or if I should stay away from that area for my safety