u/gottoloveyouu

I was diagnosed with genital herpes about a month ago and I have no libido at all since that. I am dating my boyfriend for 6 months now and I'm extremely attracted to him and I've always had very high libido. Now I get anxious when we're about to have sex. Scared that the friction will trigger and outbreak. Scared that I will pass it to him. I just want him to finish as soon as possible and I feel empty afterwards. I don't feel like myself anymore.

I probably got it from my previous relationship with my ex who cheated on me several times. I feel awful. Will it ever get better?