That's it! That's the entry of the day to this diary. Just kidding! No, I'm not. Lmao. But anyway, it would be great if this can be real in our world. That would be awesome to experience as a female also be an alpha then have a male omega as a bf/husband. Ive read too much ABO, sorry.
It hurts to admit to myself but yes i am a passive person and i want to become assertive. It's a challenge but i really hope I'll be able to make it happen even if it will take time. Let's see self if i can really do it. Lol
I was aware of the good comments about this manhwa but i still chose to ignore and let it stay in my plan to read for months. Then yesterday i finally decided to read it though managed to complete it hours ago due to work. All i can say is that this is a masterpiece. Im really happy that you are happy now Llewellyn. Im happy that you are finally the family, friend, and lover of Shavonne. I'll never forget you two.
What a ride! Hoping they'll have side story.
"NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LOOK AT THE SEA AND TAKE IN ITS VASTNESS...
MY HEART DOESN'T FEEL RELIEVED, AND I STILL CAN'T BREATHE FREELY."
I love and miss them. Wish there was more of the side story.
I feel like a fake person. Whenever i compliment or praise others, i feel like i sound not genuine. I feel like they are thinking im being sarcastic, condescending, or not genuine at all. Maybe the way i convey it is different or lacking. I do hope i could change this approach so they can feel how genuine i am when im telling them they did a good job. Anyway, maybe im just over analyzing things.
I love his crying face 🥺 i totally enjoyed read this one though it was slow pace but still worth it!
I finally told my manager one of my concerns and he just agreed and let me be. Finally, another responsibility i dont have to shoulder. It was making my anxiety worse and i couldn't control my body reacting to that responsibility no matter how i self talk myself lol. So it's a relief it's out of my way now!
We have cats that are sick for months now. There are days they get better but then their sickness comes back. Cycle repeats. I think I'm the only one who is genuinely concerned and taking care of them and I'm experiencing burnout doing it. I'm just praying they'll return to dust so they can finally rest. There were times i thought about just ending their lives myself so they no longer suffer but i cant also do it. I love them.
It's been weeks now since my last session with my therapist. She asked me if i hate myself. It has been weeks also that ive been thinking about it. Maybe i really do hate myself. Maybe this is why i cant get better, mentally and emotionally. Maybe she was right but i have these thoughts that the reason ive been doing things is because i value myself. Well, maybe i value myself but at the same time, i hate myself. I dont know if that can coexist. I really dont know.