u/greenrplace

I don't worship Apollo, does he want me to?

I don't worship Apollo, does he want me to?

I've worshipped Lord Dionysus for quite a while now, and I am incredibly devoted to him. When I was still new at worshipping, I worshipped Dionysus, Apollo, and Hephaestus. I found that was too much and I couldn't be equally devoted to all 3, and I felt most connected with Dionysus.

Last summer, I made a friend who I found out worshipped Apollo. When I made myself known as a Dionysus worshipper, he seemed surprised, saying that I radiated Apollo's energy.

For a while, I've felt very strongly that Apollo has been reaching out. Sun-themed items and aesthetics popping up on my feed, the actual sun making itself known, even the name Apollo coming up without me mentioning it. I asked him to be very clear on whether or not he was actually reaching out, and every time, something sun-related happens. Also, maybe unrelated, but a lot of crows and ravens appearing lately.

I was worried that Lord Dionysus wouldn't be fond of me worshipping another god, and it's been bothering me. I asked him to send me a sign on if it would be okay with him if I considered worshipping Apollo as well, and then this appeared when I was searching for earrings. There had been 10 billion pairs of sun earrings, and then I wondered if Lord Dionysus would send me any grape ones, and maybe a sign on the Apollo subject and then... bang. Immediately, grapes and sun right next to each other.

Maybe it doesn't mean anything. Maybe it does. What do you guys, Apollo worshippers, think?

u/greenrplace — 8 days ago

a little sketched out right now, help?

so I logged into my Tumblr account after not being on it for a few months and I post something about my art commissions opening. a user pretty much immediately comments saying that they have something urgent to tell me but can't message me. I think that it's suspicious, but decide to message them, thinking no harm that come from that, at least. they say they reported me after someone pretended to be me and scammed them, then sent me the report screenshot I included. I was obviously alarmed, given that I certainly have not scammed anyone to be reported multiple times.

I look up the dude on Google, he comes up as a Tumblr worker, so I add him on discord, probably like an idiot. I go back to Tumblr because I'm sketched out by this person, and now they're suddenly gone, including our messages and their comment, and I can't find their profile. did they block me? delete their account? am I the one being scammed or something?

they had a bunch of reblogs on their blog about the Avatar anime, some nsfw writing stuff, but whatever, makes them more human, if anything. so they're an actual account, not a burner.

just feeling a little,, odd about this. thoughts?

u/greenrplace — 3 months ago