Nana's really great into low rollers since you get to survive 2 more rounds with her go go card. Layla got overconfident after she got Irithel to 3-star, but after I got the 3-star Badang she went silent LMAO
I (16M) am feeling so lost at the time of writing this. At this point, I don't know what to do.
My parents have always been busy with work. Whenever I turned to them with a problem, I was always met with either an "I'm busy right now." or "CAN'T YOU SEE I'M DOING SOMETHING?!", so naturally I just stopped going to them for anything.
They're also very hypocritical. When I do something wrong, my volatile and irritable mother immediately calls me out on it and says things like "Don't you have a brain??" or "I thought you were smart, why are you acting so dumb??" but when she makes mistakes she acts all defensive saying "I didn't know..." followed by a whole plethora of excuses.
My father on the other hand is a dismissive and emotionally immature manchild who people-pleases so much it's actually disgusting. He demands respect simply for being my father, but he hasn't acted like one at all. One time, when he was asking us to weigh our laundry before getting it to the laundromat, I audibly sighed because I didn't want to do it, but I would do it anyway. Then, he said "That's all I'm asking you to do and you're going to act like that??" Then, I said "I never said I was not going to do it." All of a sudden he comes near me and said something along the lines of "We've raised you to respect your elders. I AM YOUR DAD, NOT YOUR SIBLING OR FRIEND. When did you become so disrespectful?? I don't know where you get that from." I would've stated just how absent he was especially during my formative years, but that would only escalate things further.
To cut them some slack though, they've provided for me materially - school, food, water, clothes, and a roof, all of which I'm grateful for. But most of the time I feel numb and hollow on the inside.
I mainly just stay at home on my laptop all day. I feel like I can't go outside because all of my friends are far away and I don't know what I'd do if I was already outside.
I'm wondering if others can relate and if so, how did you cope with this utterly unbearable predicament of having two emotionally incompetent and unavailable parents?