u/h0rs3lius

I've been getting continuously sa'd my entire life and no one gives a shit. I feel like my whole self worth is built on my body and how it looks. I have really bad body dysmorphia and I feel like if not even the one thing that keeps me from being fucking worthless is so ugly, then I'm not good for anything. At the same time I wish I had an ED because then at least I would be skinny, or I wished I was 🍇'd instead of sa'd so that it would actually matter and not just be attention seeking. I'm such a shitty person.