is kc worth repeating my 11th
should i repeat 1st year in kinnaird as it's my dream clg and i can't move on, it's been a year, im doing pre engineering at kips im hopeful to get 500/570, but I've always dreamed of kinnaird, I don't feel like i belong in kips, kc is my dream clg, I've tried therapy but nth helps, i grieve the future i had imagined in kc, the social life, the extra curriculars, the friends id have made, the people id have met, and my childhood dream coming true. for years, i imagined myself in kc and now living it's parallel life, nothing makes sense, every one tells me it's just one more year in kips, but if i repeat it will just be one year and kips can just be a bad chapter, i applied to kc last year, got in but couldn't attend due to circumstances. I want to apply again and repeat.
after few years, i wont even care dat i repeated 11th, but ill always wonder about my dream clg, kc.
help me out guys