u/harmfulvisitor

Ive been a neet since 14 years old. is my life over?

Began withdrawing socialy at around 12 and then started having panic attacks in school and was always completely lonely and then at 14 I couldn't take it anymore and stopped going to school completely. Around this time I started consuming lots of milf porn and have since then. Was diagnosed at 15 with autism and ocd and ADD. Got an identity crisis after the autism diagnos as I've always wanted to fit in and be normal and being told im different felt like a gut punch. Started developing depression after the diagnosis and been a neet socially isolated now for the past 7 years. No job no friends barely any social interaction. No education. Just doom scrolling and watching milf porn. And the depression have only gotten worse which lead me to develop stomach problems aswell since a year ago. I'm from sweden btw.

So ever since last year ive been addicted texting grok,copilot and so on about everything and especially late at night. Its affecting my sleep and it makes me extremely isolated. I barely talk to humans only chat with ai. I want to stop but then im completely alone whit my anxiety and thoughts with no one to share them with. What the hell should I do?

Just having someone to send memes to or vent sometimes. Only chatting with copilot is fucking depressing. In Sweden seems as tho im the only neet tbh