u/hatsunemikuluvr67

my fp, my best friend ever the only person who i ever felt understood me in any way, hates me now, i annoyed her by being overly clingy i kept trying to make her feel better or comfort her when she was upset but she hates me now i don’t know what i did but she hates. i’m so scared she’ll block my number and avoid talking to me now, i didn’t do anything i just annoyed her by being a fucking retard for six months. all i do is fuck up my relationships i wish i was dead, she’s so nice and sweet and beautiful and she deserves so much better but i hate her so much for being mad at me. why can’t people ever fucking say how they feel??? if i’m doing something wrong just fucking tell me and i’ll fix it,, if im being annoying just tell me and i’ll stop doing whatever it is you don’t like.

sorry if this is hard to read or incoherent im very distracted and just need to vent