Life became more freeing when I stepped away from Chaotic News
I was as excited as anyone when the news came that Chaotic was being rebooted. Even before I heard, I was already on Chaotic Rewind and Portal to Perim, and played a TON in the winter and spring. Too much probably, as logging on every day became very much like a ritual.
This summer though I studied for the bar exam which I took in July. At a certain point I realized I should stop checking in to scan cards every day because I should focus on studying, and I was slowing down with the number of useful/interesting cards I was getting anyway.
Now that the exam is over, I logged back in once or twice but honestly I don't miss it as much as I thought. Stepping away from scanning to get cards, looking for daily news updates, it's all not that big of a deal. When you check every day, it shrinks your world to be solely focused on Chaotic.
When I really thought about it, I never actually used any of the cards from Chaotic Rewind to play tournaments or anything. I was just getting them saying I would like to build a deck one day. Same with Portal to Perim, I already was trying to build a Warbeast deck but the game was bugged out and literally wouldn't let me scan things anymore so I was just scanning random locations. I stopped getting enjoyment out of these games and from reading Chaotic stuff in general because it's just not that important, it's just a card game at the end of the day.
I'm not better than other people because I stopped focusing so much of my energy around Chaotic, I know many people are really passionate and care and want to grow the community and such. I get that and I support the community too! But I do think many people could do well to step back a bit and chill as we wait for the October release.