u/hihi_hc

Like the title say, I keep burning my thumb using a gaiwan with almost or boiling hot water. can somebody please give me some tips. it is so f’ing painful and i want to stop using it now

these are just my thoughts about lizard

To think of it, maybe she is chronically depressed? I mean, why else be inside your house or hotelroom 24/7 and almost never leave unless it is for content or food/necessities?

Anxiety for other people and insecure, depression will make people don’t want to leave their houses and stay home all the time. I saw my best friend from high school slip into a depression. She acted like lizard exactly the same way (except the weird online crash outs) and she couldn’t take any criticism or any comments about her while it was all for her well being (even the doctor‘s advice she wouldn’t take). lizard reminds me of that friend of mine from high school.

i think her whole social media persona of being confident, magnetic, high value, feminine, educated and beautiful woman is just a coping mechanism and a 180 degrees of her and how/what she actually is. All the videos is basically she herself screaming to herself as a reminder who to become and who she wanted to be (referring to her older videos of course).

it also saddens me that only “beauty” is what she and her sister sees as “currency”. Because every other day, there is a new 20 y/o something influencer going viral that may or may not be more beautiful and attractive than lizard. So the “fans” will hop on a new train. So Instead of building on a longer lasting brand, she ruined her reputation, career and life.