u/honknabonk

i’m drunk and tired so this may not make sense.
i really like this girl who happens to be straight, but seemingly not interested in trans men. i’ve been on hormones for two years and pass socially, but physically underneath i’m still yet to have anything done.
the problem is that she doesn’t like trans guys romantically. it’s such a small thing in the grand scheme of things but i don’t feel like i’ll be enough. no matter how many surgery’s i get, i wont ever feel right in my body.
i just want to be loved, to have a connection with someone that doesn’t see me as just a trans guy or a fetish object.