36 to 54 / am I manipulating myself
Hey folks 31 yo newly diagnosed female here. (Btw sorry for the potential mistakes English isn’t my native language)
So i diagnosed like 1.5 months ago at first my doctor gave me 36 mg and I realized its effects last 3 or 4 hours. After 1 month when i see my doctor again i told him the situation and he said he predicted this but he wanted to see my body s reaction. He also said that he noted this dose could be inadequate for me according to my situation and physical condition.
And then he gave me 54 mg. I’m using this new dose for like 5 or 6 days but I feel like I lost the 3 4 hours lasting effect that 36 mg gave me earlier. With this dose I even lost this effect and it feels like no effect or so. I don’t feel focused mostly with this new dose :(
Idk if I am exaggerating this medication or my expectations give me false thoughts.
Btw with this new dose some big changes happen at work. My company announced that in 2 months some ppl will be fired and then some more and in one year they will shutdown the company. So I thought focusing to work may seem not important for me.
Anyone any ideas about this situation?