Is this an early sign or something, and should I be worried about certain thoughts, or is everyone being dramatic?
Sooo basically, I was talking to my girlfriend today, and I pitched the idea of kidnapping. Not anything serious, just like, 'have you ever thought about kidnapping someone, and how you would do it?' She seemed kind of unsettled, as were most of my friends that I asked. When I went into detail, she tried to say it in a joking manner, but she seemed kind of uncomfortable. She told me that it sounded like an early sign of 'something,' but I doubt it’s that serious. I genuinely don’t get why it’s such a bad thing?? Like, yes, I have thought about how I would hypothetically kidnap someone. Someone I’ve stalked (this is also hypothetical, I’ve NEVER stalked anyone), a friend, someone random. I’ve thought about what method I’d use to initially knock them out, or keep them quiet and from resisting, chemicals that might help with that. I’ve thought about transport and ways to be inconspicuous about keeping an entire person in my house or a certain location, how I might not get caught. But it’s not like I’d ever actually do it, so I don’t see the problem?? Is this normal, or should I seek help?? Cuz now I just feel like a freaking edge lord, unless everyone I know is just overreacting. Because even my mother suggested I speak with someone, but again, I don’t think it’s that serious at all.