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So, here’s the thing: a few days ago I met this guy, and honestly, I can’t get him out of my head. But he seems pretty normal about my existence; I’d even say he doesn’t really care about me. We met because we happened to have both been struggling with our mental health, and we opened up to each other.

I’d also like to mention that the day before, I had a session with a tarot reader. She brought up a married couple of youtubers who had been on her mind. When she looked up their signs, she saw that they were both Geminis, and she told me that I might meet someone with the same sign as me. I told her, horrified, “I don’t want a Sagittarius man,” and she told me to be careful about saying out loud what I don’t want or what I’m afraid of.

And well, the next day I met this guy, and I became obsessed with him ridiculously quickly. That’s really unusual for me. I’m usually genuinely very detached and uninterested, but not with him.

What do you see in the synastry? I’m blue, he’s orange.

I have many unrelated interests, so I struggle to focus on just one starting point.

Throughout my childhood and part of my teenage years, I was a very responsible person, even excessively so. On top of that, my OCD makes me obsessive and constantly wanting to have a specific and perfect routine in every aspect of my life. But over the last few years, I've become extremely lazy, to the point where I don't have the energy to do basic things like eating, showering, brushing my teeth, or even getting out of bed. It's been like this every day for years.